What does it tell you?

I have been trying to search for the right adjectives to describe how I feel towards my current job. For some reasons, there seems to be no right adjectives adapt enough.

I was struggling to describe how I feel over dinner to P last week when she asked, “So, do I take it that you are not going to feel really bad if you are not confirmed? And in fact, you are likely to take it with a tinge of relief?”

In reply to my thoughtful nod, she stressed meaningfully, “So what does it tell you? Isn’t it obvious?”