Posted in April 2011

Thank you

I am touched my T’s concern. That friendly gesture of friendship and concern warms my heart. There is something very reassuring about meeting someone you know for a decade and work with for 7 years. His comment that given my character, if whatever happened in the past one month leads me to my decision, then, … Continue reading

Over the past 1 week, I have realised or maybe finally acknowledge to myself how much the encounter with that bitch has affected me. It has lead to a general distrust of people around. My barrier of protective defense has been usually high. It is this realisation and catching up with people I trust which … Continue reading

That tiny nugget of doubt

The pay may not be great but it is in line with what I can get in the market. The total package is probably better than any of the other options I am looking at. Will I be a fool to turn it down? Especially since there is no certainty of a firm offer on … Continue reading

Sleepless

Now that I have all the time in the world to sleep, I am unable to sleep. 2am, 3am, 4am.. Still awake..tried reading, drinking, counting sheeps..and I am still awake. It has been 2 weeks. I am quite baffled. When I was stressed with work, I could not sleep and when i did, i dreamt … Continue reading