Even if I do not get the job, I have alot to be thankful about. I have supportive family who love me and giving friends who are always there for me. Unexpected concerns springing up to surprise me. I have the freedom of time to relax and do what I want. It is a wonderful period when I am learning to just enjoy simply living, without the weight of defining myself by my career choices and the expectations of others. Despite the fact I am feeling rather lost, in the routine of daily living, the feeling of blissfulness has somehow spring up to fill my heart with gladness. I have a hearty appetite and everyday is filled with laughter.