It’s the end of the 1st week of Jan 17 and I am still waiting restlessly. Waiting anxiously. Feeling jittery and lost. Feeling the peer pressure from the group chat everyday. Feeling impatient to start doing something while watching all the actions around. My shoulders feel tense even in my sleep. I try to calm myself from the valley of fears during the days only to have these surface as disturbing dreams in my sleep. This is just a phrase. I am happy to be moving on. Once the paperworks are in place and I can start action, things will be better. The waiting and thinking of uncertainties often make things seem more daunting than they are. Have faith in myself. Things are going to work out well.